

“Allah berkate pade malaikat, turunkan lan ujian dan balak kpd hamba2ku krn aku rindu rintihan2 mereka padeKu di waktu malam….” jembu kan? hee~ insyaAllah kalau da jmp, nanti ana share.īunyinyer smthg like this. but pardon me, im not so sure of the accurate one.

At other times, Allah shows us His love by giving us problems and hard times which instil in us discipline and force us to grow better and stronger’ 🙂įir got share smthg with me one hadith qudsi. Sometimes that gift is something we have longed for sometimes that gift is unexpected favour. Please give indication- whether it is bad or good. What may seem nice and good to me would not necessary be so. Your presence comforts me even when i dont say a word. I know You see me crying and begging in front of you. Only then i think and really feel You are so closed to me. And i realize i have no one to talk to when i need most. I just cant imagine living here in this world knowing that You are not pleased with me.

And that was a big and catasrrophic mistake. Why does the confidence fade when i need it? Really…ĭeep down my heart. To feel Your love.įuture is the unseen world. Make me strong and increase my endurance. I fall so many times and i knw i will fall again. Sometimes i wonder why am i so weak, sensitive and emotional over matters. Is it just me or it’s a natural feelings and emotions to feel so? Haiz. Fighting the battle within. Trying to rationalize to myself. “God knows best”… I have been comforting myself to accept things. One small affliction keeps off greater afflictions Whatever you lost through the stroke of destiny,
